Chapter 117

"I don't know..." I finally said back. Kijus could see something was deeply wrong with me. "Well, you have to start, Roi. If you love yourself, it's going to be so much easier to love others... So much..." He said, sympathizing with me. He spoke with the same wisdom of Richard but much kinder, much more gentle. It made me want to always stay near him, never leaving his side. However, he didn't stay long. He got to his feet, sighing. "I didn't meant to make you cry... But we got to fix this. We got to start with some self love, Roi. I'll see you in the morning." He smiled. I didn't want him to leave! He was everything my soul could want! It made me shake, watching him walk away. The door slammed hard. I turned to my brother, having a lot to think about. "You realize Kijus is just as much of a victim of your as Jon is right?" Richard asked. What he said cut me deep. I looked at him, not even upset... My eyes pleaded with him to shut the fuck up. "Please, no more..." I begged, going to my